madmare
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Post by madmare on Jun 10, 2008 23:51:26 GMT -12
Well , anon, i have not been on here for a while due to recent events! but i have suffered with it and thought about the S word too! needless to say i i dnt have the guts , i got sick of so called friends telling me to pull myself together!!! and there are alot more people worse off than you !!! well all i cansay is B***ocks! when your down there and you feel like its the gutter you can all but drag yourself out of bed . The feeling of worthlessness is unbelievable but somewhere you find the strength to carry on ! I have no idea where it comes from, but it does !! find a friend you can trust animals are the best friends cos they dont judge you or even comment on anything you tell them, feel free to pm me anytime i hope to be online a bit more if not get one of the regs to give you my phone number , i am a good listener xx ps my mum died 2 weeks ago her funeral was last week and the day after she died my 12 yo german shepherd Freya had a stroke she died 3 days later and was cremated on the day of my mums funeral .... things can only get better honey ... cos him upstairs cant kep dishing out Sh*t
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Post by silverlady on Jun 11, 2008 2:23:01 GMT -12
Hi MM sorry to hear about your mum, and the dog too that is awful I really feel for you at this time. Things will get a bit easier in time but only you know how long it will take.
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Post by Rach on Jun 11, 2008 4:39:18 GMT -12
Oh MM so sorry to hear about your mum and dog. Hope you and anon are OK, thinking of you both x
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Post by shadowdancer on Jun 11, 2008 5:52:48 GMT -12
MM sorry u suffer too hun, i identify with everyword you said
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Post by alijane on Jun 11, 2008 8:48:58 GMT -12
Really sorry for your losses MM.
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Post by madmare on Jun 11, 2008 21:11:39 GMT -12
thank you all for your kinds thought s , the friends i have left mean alot to me ... so Anon you have friends onhere i do hope you start to feel better soon ,, if i find a cure ill let you know otherwise as they say " keep taking the tablets "
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Post by beverley16 on Jun 11, 2008 23:17:56 GMT -12
Sorry to hear about your Mum & Freya, remember the good times the pain does ease I lost my Dad 6 years ago & at the time I never thought I would get over it. Its the heavy feeling in your heart it does heal, talking about it helps too.
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Post by alibi on Jun 12, 2008 1:48:30 GMT -12
anon I really hope things are getting better for you,evryone on here feels,and in one way or anther will do their best to cheer you up..
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Post by silverlady on Jun 12, 2008 2:55:25 GMT -12
I'm sure C will appreciate hearing from you, mind you she's not been on for a while either. Anyway welcome back.
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Post by madmare on Jun 12, 2008 23:35:25 GMT -12
Thanks Bev lots of people have said that but finding it hard to believe it will get better at the minute x things still dont seem real
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Post by beverley16 on Jun 13, 2008 0:57:30 GMT -12
They won't for ages MM. My dad used to cough (ciggies) and after he died I could still hear him I don't anymore but still have dreams about him.
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Post by madmare on Jun 13, 2008 2:10:11 GMT -12
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Post by dogndobbin on Jun 13, 2008 4:48:52 GMT -12
wish I could give you a hug MM I also know what you are going through having lost dad husband and mum in 5 years. You do wonder when it will all stop. Give yourself time and don't get too angry with the world. Why is life so tough?
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Post by beverley16 on Jun 13, 2008 22:31:47 GMT -12
And one from me too MM. Try not to be sad your Mum wouldnt want that just live each day at a time.........
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Post by madmare on Jun 13, 2008 22:46:51 GMT -12
OMG DnD how the hell did you cope ! i feel like my world has ended , i keep looking at my dad and thinking i have to be strong for him but he not well either so its worrying me sick , not sleeping either so that makes me feel worse . oh god listen to me like i am the only ne this has ever happened to
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