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Post by nativeponies on Jul 25, 2009 22:05:12 GMT -12
thanks silverlady xxxx gave myself no choice! lol xx
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Post by nicoleandjack on Jul 25, 2009 22:11:50 GMT -12
if record anything to go by it only ever stays bright for a while here, but decided yesterday that i gotta give myself a kick up the arse and though depression is an illness im sure its better to fight it than give in to it...so...here goes...am so fed up with being down, i am sure i'd be an alky if i didnt have a child and ponies...others are suffering because im down and that hurts more than anything....so determined to do what i can to get back on track instead of hiding away from the world...thanks guys, it does help to have a whinge so if it annoys you i wont be insulted if you say so!!! sorry!! xx Lovely to hear you sounding positive, deffo right in needing to fight it not give in.. Good for you! ;D
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Post by nativeponies on Jul 25, 2009 23:55:07 GMT -12
thankyou..not much i give in on, never have done, but this really has wiped me out, im just so sick of not being me, i used to be fun and outgoing, but when things went wrong that person disappeared, am too serious now due to being down and that totally isnt me, im supposed to be naughty!! lol so am going out friday, few weeks off showing before ponies uk and i am getting my social life back in order! xx
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Post by alibi on Jul 26, 2009 10:15:44 GMT -12
thankyou..not much i give in on, never have done, but this really has wiped me out, im just so sick of not being me, i used to be fun and outgoing, but when things went wrong that person disappeared, am too serious now due to being down and that totally isnt me, im supposed to be naughty!! lol so am going out friday, few weeks off showing before ponies uk and i am getting my social life back in order! xx See that old person is still in there NP ............ you go girl ...............if you need a drinking buddy give us lot a shout.......... we all will have one with you .......
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Post by nativeponies on Jul 26, 2009 22:36:23 GMT -12
lol...anytime anyone is up for a drink i am more than ready!! ha ha horse people and vino go together like a hand in glove! and there's me thinking it was a relaxing hobby and i'd never need to drink!! lol thanks alibi x
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Post by beverley16 on Jul 27, 2009 1:28:21 GMT -12
I think you are very brave talking about how you feel NP........ like alibi I have my glass at the ready
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Post by Spider on Jul 27, 2009 5:53:37 GMT -12
LOL.. we all have a glass ready! ;D.. good to hear your feelin brighter NP have a good night out on friday! ;D
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Post by nativeponies on Jul 27, 2009 10:55:16 GMT -12
THANKS I WILL!! whoops caps on....i'll probably get barred from somewhere lol...i dont mind talking about things, because i think it helps others do the same, me and my daughter talk about everything and i hope she will always be able to come to me with any problem or question, just me and her in this world really, so if i cant talk about things she wouldnt be able to...she's my star!! x
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Post by Spider on Aug 3, 2009 5:30:06 GMT -12
i dont mind talking about things, because i think it helps others do the same, it sure does , thats why I am open to things like this... I found by being open, you find others like you and you can build a great network of like minded people who are there for you when you need them.
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Post by shadowdancer on Aug 3, 2009 9:56:43 GMT -12
yes ditto Spider above, i thought i was the omny one suffering at one time, until i opened up and i realised there are so many that feel the same, everyone can help each other in situations like this, iv been on top of the world for a couple of months now, but can feel a back slide upon me.....i have appt at the docs this thurs and i will go from there, but NP im glad you are feeling positive at the mo........xx
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