|
Post by nativeponies on Jul 23, 2009 9:38:12 GMT -12
thanks chick, i know my problems arent the worst in the world..have friends going through worse and am being a shoulder for them at the mo! my ponies are probably sick of my tears now!! They think i am clearly mad!! lol....am always here for others on here too, am a fab listener! xx
|
|
|
Post by silverlady on Jul 23, 2009 20:01:22 GMT -12
Are your friends listening to your problems The ponies are never sick of tears, at least ponies can't cry, they must want to sometimes and they don't burden you with there problems do they. There love is unconditional.
|
|
|
Post by nativeponies on Jul 24, 2009 0:44:58 GMT -12
thats the best thing about poniies, unconditional love, my mare is a nutter, but when she knows i am sad she stands for hours with me, not eating or pulling away just hugs me, she's rather heavy though!! leans on me, will lie down in the field with me...but when i feel ok, she never stands just buggas off!!
they are clever xx
|
|
|
Post by Spider on Jul 24, 2009 6:40:06 GMT -12
LOL.. just reading through this thread... should we have a thread called Psychiatric out patients! reads like we all need a bit of help
|
|
|
Post by nativeponies on Jul 24, 2009 9:40:40 GMT -12
ha ha...yeah...i'll go get my straight jacket on! lol
|
|
|
Post by beverley16 on Jul 24, 2009 23:30:31 GMT -12
We need a padded cell to spider!
|
|
|
Post by nativeponies on Jul 25, 2009 3:37:31 GMT -12
ha ha!! had my dose of pony therapy today! was so busy forget how bad i had felt recently...but the fields are clean, they've all had their daily massage session, all ridden, yard spotless and im too tired to care and off to work 8pm til 1.30 am tonight...depression? what depression,? dont have time for that today!!
|
|
|
Post by silverlady on Jul 25, 2009 5:00:53 GMT -12
Thats v good to hear NP.
|
|
|
Post by nativeponies on Jul 25, 2009 5:06:09 GMT -12
see if i can make it last! back to the docs on monday, tell her all about my troubles and be forced into taking pills, i tell her im ok without but she doesnt wanna listen, they just make me sick (the tablets not the doctor!!) feel like one weight has been taken off atleast now just gotta win the lottery to sort the rest out!
|
|
|
Post by silverlady on Jul 25, 2009 8:01:38 GMT -12
Well as long as you buy a ticket you've got a chance, good luck...........
|
|
|
Post by nativeponies on Jul 25, 2009 8:05:39 GMT -12
thanks would be the biggest party ever if i won!!! i'd buy myself a man with no voicebox and no trouble causing ex's first, then of course new yard with all mod cons!! lol
|
|
|
Post by beverley16 on Jul 25, 2009 8:14:24 GMT -12
go girl thats sounds positive.
|
|
|
Post by shadowdancer on Jul 25, 2009 8:47:12 GMT -12
aye sounds good there NP yipee some sunshine for ya hope it stays bright xx
|
|
|
Post by nativeponies on Jul 25, 2009 10:42:16 GMT -12
if record anything to go by it only ever stays bright for a while here, but decided yesterday that i gotta give myself a kick up the arse and though depression is an illness im sure its better to fight it than give in to it...so...here goes...am so fed up with being down, i am sure i'd be an alky if i didnt have a child and ponies...others are suffering because im down and that hurts more than anything....so determined to do what i can to get back on track instead of hiding away from the world...thanks guys, it does help to have a whinge so if it annoys you i wont be insulted if you say so!!! sorry!! xx
|
|
|
Post by silverlady on Jul 25, 2009 21:57:31 GMT -12
Insulted indeed thats what we are here for,to get things of ones chest. I say good on yer gal. Sounds like your feeling a bit better. keep fighting.
|
|